To be lost in the forest, to be cut adrift
For the first time in my life, I have a valentine. However, I haven't even seen him today. Partially because we had a snow day, and partially because I'm an idiot. He wanted to hang out tonight, but I...
View ArticleAnd they'll be placing fingers through the notches in your spine
He looked so anxious before he kissed me. It was cute. I"m still not sure about this, but he makes me smile. So I figure, what the hell?He could hear my stomach protesting loudly as he held me, so he...
View ArticleFriday, February 16, 2007
"Oh, fuck it -- I'm gonna have a party" I'm throwing off my blanket of depression for the weekend.
View ArticleHome base is the bathroom where the lights are bright
And as the sun begins to set, I pick up my black cloak of sadness that I left behind and wrap it around my cold and frail body, sit by the fire with my mug of coffee, and reacquaint myself with Sorrow.
View ArticleWhen you need so much, you can't get it right
Nightmares are horrible. I pretended that Mark was there to comfort me until I finally could bear to close my eyes again. It seems that sleep isn't even a safe haven any longer.Yesterday at six o'clock...
View ArticleTuesday, February 20, 2007
Liz hates her body, her baby bodyShe thinks that everybody's looking at the way her figure's changedYou've got to rise above it now, you're more important than the game
View ArticleMaybe one day she will just say that she's happy enough, happy enough
For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. For every pound lost, another is gained.Back up to 98 lbs. This is so completely unacceptable. I've been slipping lately. The thought of going...
View ArticleSomeday I'll be so damn much more, 'cause I'm bigger than my body
The past few days have been surprising bearable. On Thurday night I watch Marie Antoinette, which was unbelievably stunning. It felt like watching poetry, if that makes any sense. Yesterday I bought...
View ArticleHungry and dumb, hungry and dumb
After washing my hands in the sink at the dance studio I turned to grab my ballet shoes out of my bag on the windowsill. As I did so I caught my reflection in the mirror and noticed that I could see...
View ArticleThursday, March 01, 2007
I have moved.(at least for the time being). www.xanga.com/peeloffthenapkin
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